July 2011
2 posts
June 2011
15 posts
I shouldn’t go on tumblr anymore. All this mushy gushy love stuff makes me miss you even more…
“I always seem to forget the things I need to remember. But I remember the things...”
From Best Friends to Strangers Overnight.
It’s sad how one simple mistake can change everything. I don’t want things to change. I liked how things were going. Please, tell me things aren’t gonna change. Settle my confusion. This is too hard to handle. Timing is horrible. I can’t be distracted right now. It’s crunch time, not crush time. And that’s how I feel now…crushed. Broken. Confused. Happy....
Honestly,
I didn’t think it would hurt this bad…
May 2011
12 posts
Ahhhhh!
That’s all I really should say for now…
If only you knew...
How much I admire you!
"We'll probably end up getting married someday..."
I never saw that coming. Don’t say the phrase “I’m gonna miss you,” especially since you are the type of person I would make every effort to see and talk to so that you can’t miss me! I miss you now. I better not have to miss you then. Memories remembered. Truths admitted. Secrets spilled. Feelings discussed. Silence exchanged. Boy, what a night! I have such a great...
Behind the fake smiles and the “I’m good”s hides a girl scarred by the mistakes she’s made and the fear that she will make them again. Behind the bench lifts and the muscle shirts hides a boy who fears the idea of never being good enough for anyone. Behind the makeup and designer clothes hides a girl that is destroyed by the world’s degrading messages. Behind the hook...
P.S.
You’re quite attractive! Haha
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How can I miss you as much as I do
When all I know is the idea of you
I forget the past so I can look towards what’s next
And try to live life without regrets
I know I’ve got plans, a future and dreams
But, right now that’s not quite how it seems
When I’m stuck in the now without you by my side
And I’m stuck with just this idea in my mind
That one day I’ll be...
January 2011
8 posts
I should be at School...
It’s finals week and I woke up too sick to function. It was torture driving the munchkins to school. But, I made it home and crashed on the couch. I have been here ever since. I’m not liking this feeling. I’m trying not to think about all that I’m missing. I’m nicely medicated. My fever has gone away…I think. Loading up on Vitamin C! I am trying to make it very...
Because...
I can’t seem to focus or keep my thoughts straight. I’ll let it all out now. I’m trying to kick it in to extra high gear this next 2 weeks but it feels like even that isn’t gonna be good enough. It’s so frustrating knowing that I did this and it’s all my fault that I’m where I am at this point. I could’ve done better, been better, tried harder,...
Procrastination, Confusion, and Distractions
You are not my friends!
December 2010
8 posts
This road again?
I know I’m older now. Which means I should know better! But, somehow, I’m not sure I do! I get so mad at myself sometimes. But, this secret is worth keeping. Let’s just say…i really don’t know!
I really miss having you as my best friend. But, I’m forcing myself to be used to how things are. Maybe things will change soon! (that’s what I always say) But, it’s so close to too late. You’ve got better things to do. Better friends. And so do I…but I still miss you. A lot. Who knew that ‘best friends forever’ would end so soon? I’m glad you are...
Merry Christmas!
Happy Birthday Jesus! May we make this day ALL about the One who came and made this day ALL about us over 2,000 years ago!
Most people have 1000 wishes for Christmas; a...
“I tried Lord. I tried Lord. I tried hard to be a good little boy [girl]. Chin...”
– Jimmy Needham
So...
My mobile Tumblr is finally working. Now, I’m gonna try to actually post more. Just for the heck of it! Haha
November 2010
1 post
Beautiful Description of My Beliefs.
“I tried Lord. I tried Lord. I tried hard to be a good little boy [girl]. Chin up, head high, all zeal but no joy. Thinking all my good deeds could please Jesus, boy, was I wrong! Though I knew the right songs, all my symbols and gongs played the melodies wrong. And it wasn’t long til I saw my disease, a life spent wanting to please on hands and knees to make right, to appease. God,...
August 2010
3 posts
I can't sleep...
So I am web surfing and listening to Air1! My favorite! I’ve realized it is like all I listen to lately! And I think that is the number one plus about the station wagon as opposed to the white car…the antenna works! YAY for Air1 and K-LOVE! They play the best music! It just makes me feel so good! So, I cleaned my car out the other day, like really well! I’m getting Jerry ready...
boo-hoo...
This whole “good-bye” thing stinks so bad. :/
4600.) My bestfriend gets all the guys, has the...
(via blogconfession)
July 2010
7 posts
My sweetest hello, and hardest goodbye.
I thought this was going to be easy. I laughed when people were showing any sympathy. It was fun…while it lasted. Sometimes. But, it is over for a reason. Plenty of reasons. Good reasons. So, why am I hurting? I don’t want to turn back. Going back to how things were is not an option. So going back at all can’t be an option. I will be happy. I am. I just need time. Or sleep. Or a...