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I thought this was going to be easy. I laughed when people were showing any sympathy. It was fun…while it lasted. Sometimes. But, it is over for a reason. Plenty of reasons. Good reasons. So, why am I hurting? I don’t want to turn back. Going back to how things were is not an option. So going back at all can’t be an option. I will be happy. I am. I just need time. Or sleep. Or a break. I found your memories locked inside my head. Not sure how to get them out. Not sure if I want to. I am happy. I deserve this. But, you don’t. It is way harder on you. And I don’t like it. It’s not fair. It’s normal to feel this way. Maybe this is just a lack of sleep and an excess of stress talking. I don’t like hurting you because I care about you. But I know liking you is just not best right now. I’m sorry for all of this. And for wasting your time. But I hope with a little more time and a lot more healing you will be able to forgive me. One day. No rush. I miss you. But this is what’s best.
